• Archive for June 30th, 2012

    I just want you

    by  • June 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 1 Comment

    I love you so much it hurts. It hurts that I want to be everything to you but I am the last thing you care about. You take me for granted and the last thing in the world I want is to leave you. I want to marry you, have babies with you, grow old

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    My best friend.

    by  • June 30, 2012 • To You • 0 Comments

    Dear you, What pains me most is that life is passing me by and every day that goes by is a day I’m not spending with you. I miss you, I miss fighting with you, I miss being in constant contact with my best friend, I miss laughing wholeheartedly at every stupid thing we used

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    i don’t know

    by  • June 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Disappointment • 33 Comments

    I’m getting more numb every day. It gets harder and harder to keep getting up and trying.. the world is such a fucked up place it’s not even worth it.. i keep looking for a reason and i just can’t find one. I don’t know why i’m writing this or who i’m writing to.. i

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    by  • June 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Fear • 6 Comments

    My anxiety is getting worse day by day, i keep thinking about the cycle of life. I have a phobia of dying. I hope and pray to God that this goes away and i’m able to be happy again, i just need some inspiration. Someone please help me get through this.

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    Giving up.

    by  • June 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 1 Comment

    Dear Me, It is time to give up on ever being happy. I’m giving up on it for us. Everyone else seems to have done this already, so I am following suit. I should just stop trying to live and just exist. – work, home, work, home, repeat until you die. I try the happiness

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    Just saying…

    by  • June 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I asked you for a hug on a night that I really needed one. I was practically shaking and you held me close. I should have never showed up at your door on that night. Maybe then I wouldn’t have fallen in love with you. Maybe then I wouldn’t spend every day since wondering how

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