• Just Your Worthless Daughter

    by  • June 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Parents, Waxing Poetic • 1 Comment

    I’m in over my head
    Better off dead
    You tell me I’m worthless
    Your worthless daughter

    I’m falling further away
    It gets worse each day
    The fighting; the crying
    Your worthless daughter

    I drag you down
    I’m such a let-down
    Your worthless daughter

    You knew my greatest fear
    Of being sent away
    To leave what I call home
    Your worthless daughter

    But it happened anyway
    I wasn’t able to stay
    All you wanted was for me to go away
    Your worthless daughter

    I feel so hurt
    To know I mean nothing
    That you don’t care
    Your worthless daughter

    Spoiled brat; stupid child
    You’re helpless; you’re worthless
    Just a bit** with an attitude
    Your worthless daughter

    I’ve thought so many times
    How much I’ve hurt you
    Causing so much pain
    Your worthless daughter

    But you don’t know
    How much it hurts to hear
    What you say to me; what you call me
    Your worthless daughter

    Why you can’t accept me for who I am?
    I’m suposed to know
    All I know is that I’m nothing
    Your worthless daughter

    I wish there were a pill
    To make me better
    To change who I am instead of just
    Your worthless daughter

    But instead all I can do is try
    To see if I will ever be more
    Than just
    Your worthless daughter

    I love you mom
    And I think you love me too
    But I’m hurting inside to know that Im just
    Your worthless daughter

    Please don’t give up on me
    I’m trying as hard as I can
    To be someone; to not be
    Your worthless daughter

    I’m sorry for causing
    I’m sorry for hurting
    I’m sorry for being…
    Your worthless daughter

    …I miss you and wish you would love me again. It hurts everyday knowing I’ve no home to return to.

    One Response to Just Your Worthless Daughter

    1. erica
      June 29, 2012 at 6:19 am

      :[ made me cry. I can relate..

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