You know what I just realized? I’m hot. Maybe not right when I wake up when I resemble a zombie, but I am hot. And even better, I am beautiful. And sexy. Maybe not Victoria Secret sexy, but sexy. And I’m funny. When I don’t try. I’m funny and smart and talented. I know how
Read more →I want to walk into the warm water. every step brings me closer to hopeless relief. there is no sun here. the souls of a thousand nameless men cloud the air and block the light, yet the heat shines through, bleaching the beauty I do not see. white sand burns my feet, heat travels through
Read more →I have this fantasy where I walk to the the beach in the middle of the night, strip down, walk into the water and swim as far as I can until I run out of energy and let myself sink. It sounds so beautiful, peaceful, calming… Then I get back to the monotony of my
Read more →After all that you said to me and after all the time we spent together over two years all I get is you closing line … It didn’t feel right. I could hate you for that, I really could, but you know what? I’m better than that, you don’t deserve my hate no more than
Read more →Five months ago today, you should have arrested me. You went so far as to bring me to the station in your car. I was obviously guilty. But for whatever reason, you let me off with a warning. I can’t even explain how thankful I am. First of all, I am thankful that you you
Read more →Are there any good, well rounded, non psychotic, romantic, responsible good looking guys out there? Fuck.
Read more →Every single day i wake up hopin you’ll call, hoping you’ve messaged, hoping: just hoping. But that lasts for all of two seconds until the flood of memories and reality kicks in and i’m lying in my bed surrounded by half drunk glasses, empty bottles, rizzlas thrown about and our faces above my head. I
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