• Archive for June 28th, 2012

    I am beautiful.

    by  • June 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 5 Comments

    You know what I just realized? I’m hot. Maybe not right when I wake up when I resemble a zombie, but I am hot. And even better, I am beautiful. And sexy. Maybe not Victoria Secret sexy, but sexy. And I’m funny. When I don’t try. I’m funny and smart and talented. I know how

    The Ocean

    by  • June 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    I want to walk into the warm water. every step brings me closer to hopeless relief. there is no sun here. the souls of a thousand nameless men cloud the air and block the light, yet the heat shines through, bleaching the beauty I do not see. white sand burns my feet, heat travels through

    Being awake hurts

    by  • June 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    I have this fantasy where I walk to the the beach in the middle of the night, strip down, walk into the water and swim as far as I can until I run out of energy and let myself sink. It sounds so beautiful, peaceful, calming… Then I get back to the monotony of my

    It didn’t feel right

    by  • June 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    After all that you said to me and after all the time we spent together over two years all I get is you closing line … It didn’t feel right. I could hate you for that, I really could, but you know what? I’m better than that, you don’t deserve my hate no more than

    Thank you

    by  • June 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 1 Comment

    Five months ago today, you should have arrested me. You went so far as to bring me to the station in your car. I was obviously guilty. But for whatever reason, you let me off with a warning. I can’t even explain how thankful I am. First of all, I am thankful that you you