Losing faith
by admin • June 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Fear, Short -n- Sweet • 2 Comments
I’m frightened, I’m losing faith in not just any old thing now; but myself. Can someone please come glue me back together please! I’m falling apart!!
I’m frightened, I’m losing faith in not just any old thing now; but myself. Can someone please come glue me back together please! I’m falling apart!!
do something to surprise yourself.
do something that will help others-and don’t just do it-but commit yourself to it.
the more you focus on yourself-the crazier you are going to get over analyzing every single situation.
but if you focus on others, it will take attention away from yourself and give your mind a moment to breath and put itself back together.
Sometime we get tires of pick up the pieces and gluing all of the broken parts back together. It is scary to continue on when you feel so broken and shattered. You dont know how much longer you can continue. You are frightened. Frightened because it seems like every step you take in the “right” direction another piece of you cracks, chips and falls off. You scramble to pick it up and put it back together, no knowing how long it will hold. How long it will be until another piece is missing, or lost for good.
I want you to know, that sometimes you have to let all of the pieces fall. Perhaps you are frightened because you are afraid to let go of your control. The control you have worked so long to perfect.
Pull back your defenses… Stop spending all of your energy holding up a shattered shell. I think you will find, underneath all of those cracks and holes, there is a beautiful, STRONG, WHOLE person. Something that has been developing over time… that has been growing stronger each day beacuse it is being covered my dust and shattered shell. You do not need someone else to put you back together. You have kept yourself together long enough to heal underneath all of this broken veneer.