What do I want?
by admin • June 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 6 Comments
I want to know you. I want you to know me. I want to want what you want. I want you to want what I want. I want to play. I want you to play with me. I want you to want me to play with you. I want total integrity and respect as a basis for exploring what we are. I want you to let me in. I want to let you in. I want to have your back. I want you to have my back. I want everything we do together to come from a deep and mutual desire – no compromise, no obligation, no duty, no limits. I want to tear down the walls. I want there to be no boundary between us, and between us and the world. I want to explore you. I want you to explore me. I want your world and my world to be our world to explore together. I want win-win. I want symbiosis. I want to cocoon myself in you and you in me. I want holy union. I want us to fly by the seat of our pants. I want to live guided solely by intutition. I want intensity of experience. I want to live fully, completely. I want to stop playing the wrong sort of games. I want to be me. I want to be.
You should send this.
Beautifully written.
thats such an incredible thought… man I want that also in my life…. if only the world wasn’t such a dark place if two people could feel that way exactly at the same time… and if both or only one had the courage to make that happen…
make it happen… for you… for him for her for me … for them….
just do it make it happen some how some way
You expressed yourself concisely and profoundly.
If this was mean for a certain someone, roll the dice and take a chance.
The worst is- not knowing. Or assuming that they don’t feel the same because you never gave them this letter in the first place.
What if you had?
your want is my want
If he feels even a little bit the same way then he’s keeping it very well hidden, and for good reason. We’re both content in our own marriages and are not the types to hurt good people for a gamble. I wish I could have what I want with my husband, but though we love each other, we’re on separate wavelengths. I may never get what I want with this other person, or anyone, but at least I now know exactly what I’m looking for and if there is to be a next time I won’t settle for less.