I have been thinking about how to tell you this for months. At first I thought I would just run up to you and say it. Then I actually considered just kissing you, cutting right to the chase. The thing is, we’re friends. Not only that but we’ve only started to get really close recently. I love it. I love being your friend, I love texting you, talking to you on the phone and I love seeing your face. But, the problem is, I may love you. I really want to tell you, see your face and have you say it back. But, what if you don’t? What if you just look at me with the blank stare you’ve spent your entire life perfecting? What if you reject me? What if it ruins everything we’ve gained over the last year. What if it ruins us?
I want to tell you so badly, but I don’t want to risk losing you. So I’m going to tell you here. I’ll tell the world instead.”
I love you too. I’ve been hoping you’ll tell me for months. I’ve always wanted you to just run up and say it, or just kiss me. right then and there, like some romantic chick flick. Yes, we’re friends. best friends actually, but I don’t care. I love texting you, talking to you on the phone, seeing your face. But I would love it even more if that happened while we were in a relationship. and the fact that you may not just like me, but love me, has been all that I think about lately. I really want you to tell me, to watch my face, and I really want to say it back. I would never just look at you with that blank stare i’ve had my entire life, protecting myself from hurt. I would never reject you. What we have gained over this past year is nothing compared to what we can gain in our future together. It won’t ruin us, it will make us.
I want you to tell me so badly, and take the risk. You will never lose me.
Im scared to tell you all this though, so I’m going to tell you here. I’ll tell the rest of the world instead.
I love you too.