All I Want
by admin • June 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 1 Comment
All I want is someone to love me back.
that is my biggest fear in life. i don’t like spiders, or snakes, but can deal with them. the thought of living my life alone with no one to wake up to, say i love you to, and grow old with terrifies me. sure i’m young and naive, and have lots to learn, but i also know people who are in mature relationships and are happy. they are talking about their future plans, while i’m sitting on the sidelines.
i’m not some needy girl who always needs a boy, but i am a woman who wants to share her life with a man. i see my parents and the full life they lived, and it is admirable to me. to be able to find someone, share a deep passion for them, and keep that passion going for over 30 years now.
i just want someone to love me for who i am, and to be able to find someone whom i love back.
it’s all i want
I feel the same way. I’m probably older than you but its frustrating seeing my friends get married, have kids and move on with their lives. All the while I’m sitting watching them, secretly wishing it was me. I smile and tell them how happy I am for them but inside I really wish it was me finding the right person. I’m terrified I’m going to be alone for my whole life.
I wonder if love is real sometimes. All the people who seem happy together often times are not. We never really know what goes on behind closed doors.
I could have been married a few times. I had chances. But they would have been the wrong person for me. It is better to be alone than with the wrong person. Don’t settle.
Keep looking for the right person and never change yourself for someone else. Know who you are. Be happy with yourself. Live life for yourself. You must find someone who will compliment who you are, but not who makes you. You can’t rely on others for happiness. Wait until you find the right person who is deserving of your love. You sound like a wonderful person and any guy will be lucky to have you. I know I would.