All I want is someone to love me back. that is my biggest fear in life. i don’t like spiders, or snakes, but can deal with them. the thought of living my life alone with no one to wake up to, say i love you to, and grow old with terrifies me. sure i’m young
“Hey, I have been thinking about how to tell you this for months. At first I thought I would just run up to you and say it. Then I actually considered just kissing you, cutting right to the chase. The thing is, we’re friends. Not only that but we’ve only started to get really close
Dear old you, Right now I picture us laying down like old times talking and grazing each other’s arms in such peace. But if only you could see us now. Its so crazy. I won’t get into details between us except that we don’t talk anymore. I know, its CRAZY. Like CRAZY when I think
I miss you a lot. We haven’t spoken in a while and it doesn’t seem like we’re going to again. It’s like if we haven’t by now, we probably never will. But you know, that’s not okay with me. I know you have a girlfriend now and you’ve moved away from your life here, but
It’s like you see me but you don’t wanna look into my eyes. It’s like you’re afraid that if you look hard enough you might see yourself falling for me. I want you to. You say your just not ready to like someone again, but we both know thats a lie you keep tellin yourself.
You need to know how much you hurt me. How much it still hurts me that you got close to me and just left. I feel like I’ve been used by someone who I trusted and it really hurts. I still can picture you looking at me and it kills. How could you put such