Miles may Fade, but Distance Swells until the Day I See your Face
by admin • June 17, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 11 Comments
Someday these words will come together — they’ll twist and bend and weave in a mosaic collage exploding with color and character. They will drip with pain, flash with joy, fade with resignation, and scream with determination as we carefully assimilate our exchange of pages. Each day adds a new layer to our understanding in the way each year brings a new ring to a tree, never ceasing to grow in wonder and beauty. You, never ceasing to grow in wonder and beauty.
Uncertainty is a part of life, but that is why we must never remain indecisive when we do not know what lies ahead. Rather, we must act; we must decide to pursue one direction without complete illumination because otherwise we’ll remain in the same dark cave. The light is ever moving forward, and if we do not follow just because we know not where it leads, we will be left behind to stumble in the dark.
And uncertainty is certainly present in my considerations of you, you amazing person. Prudence is wise but caution is limited by requirement of risks, without which we could never truly live. And you, sweetheart, are certainly worth the risk, no matter what the situation dictates. I want to feel your soul brush up against my heart, gently wrap its ethereal form around the pulsing organ and fill the spaces with light and warmth after every breathing beat.
I am crazy, you see, and this you’ll discover more by the day with each conversation we hold. My eyes have seen your real time smile but once, through the lens of a screen, yet even that was enough to send sparks flying into a dry hay field. I have another lens, however, through which I never get to miss a smile of yours, because it is truly that intoxicating.
You know I’m leaving soon, but for some reason you relish the challenges that distance may create. It is ironic, is it not? For in reality, the miles will fade away by the hundreds, but I will be much less accessible than I am right now. After those two months however, we may finally be brought together face to face, if only for a short time. For me, it will be enough. 
Then, who knows what sort of distance, or lackthereof, will stand between us? Six years is a long time, but I will certainly have plenty more opportunities behold your beautiful smile and weird personality in reality. Well, maybe not “plenty”, but far more than what is available to me right now. Though I am sure we will make good use of hanging out with our only barrier being that familiar screen.
So take care, my dear, and may God bless you generously, for this road we both appear to have chosen will not be easy by any stretch of the imagination. But we will fight, never giving up, and someday we will discover that all the blood, sweat, and tears were worth the years we’ve spent apart, because they will be multiplied in the time we will finally have together. 
~Enjay
Oh Enjay
You will forever be : a hopeless romantic…
Don’t stop.
I do hope you publish soon, if you haven’t already.
Your newest fan,
Angel
You have an amazing talent for writing!(:
You did it again, Enjay. I love all your posts. You are a writer in the truest sense and like Angel I hope you publish your writings soon, because I’ll be another fan.
Thank you both!
I really appreciate it. And yes, I am a hopeless romantic, though at times I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or not. But that is why I am so glad to have this site so I am free to express myself as often as necessary (which is quite often). :-p
And published? Not yet. Not really, anyways, unless you count a couple poems here or there around the web. But perhaps someday… I’m still thinking about it…
Make that “Thank you, three.” :-p
Enjay,
You are most welcome. Good Luck to you on your new adventure.
And just know, that some day your dream woman will come along and you will love her more than you ever thought you could- more than anyone.
And she will reciprocate back that love to which you are worth.
Reminds me of a song- More than anyone- by Gavin Degraw.
Take Care,
Angel
Angel,
Your comments make me smile.
And I know deep in my heart that it is true, even when the voice of loneliness quite compellingly argues otherwise.
And I hope you realize the same for yourself, for I know it to be true. True Love has a way of finding those who honestly desire its life-altering touch.
And truly, nothing is more life-altering than the incomparable experience of Love.
May God bless you all, through whatever lands your journeys may take you; across whatever borders your paths intersect.
Much Love,
Enjay
Thank you Enjay,
And back to you..
One more song for you… It’s in my forever arsenal… thought you might like it.. Oldie but goodie… She is fantastic!
Soldier of Love, by Sade..
Angel
Thank you Enjay,
Take care of yourself, and as always, march to the beat of your own drum while you travel down your own path of discovery.
Reminds me of another song , Soldier of Love, by Sade…
( I thought you might like this one too…one of my favorites)
See you around LINS,
Angel
oops…. computer fail! I didn’t think it posted.. haha
Later,
Angel
Haha Thanks again, Angel.
It is indeed a good song.
Will see you around.
~Enjay