I ache for you. I don’t reach out for you in the morning when I wake up anymore but, I feel there’s something missing and it aches.
I don’t look for your face in the crowds anymore but, I’m always aware that it’s not there to find.
I don’t hug your tshirt when I sleep anymore, it doesn’t smell like you any lnger. The room however still holds your presence and it drives me crazy.
I don’t look forward to my weekends anymore, there’s no card games, conversation or cuddling to fill them, just the loneliness and confusion as to why I have to go through it all.
Our ages have nothing to do with how we feel so differently, I’m your good friend, and you can tell me whatever you please, but if you just miss me a lot. If the complete lack of touch, companionship and love isn’t making you ache then… You don’t need me.
I felt and feel now that I NEED you. I need you in my life. You, pardon the awful cliched and stolen quote, complete me. Without you I feel empty. Without you I don’t feel whole.
I ache for you to ache for me.