• Archive for June 14th, 2012

    I’m done with you

    by  • June 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 2 Comments

    I hate to say this, let alone think it, but I’m done with you. It’s really hard for me to admit. You only love the idea of me. Not me. I’m not mad at you for it, how could I be? You’re wonderful, but you aren’t what I need. I’ve been through a lot lately

    The things you’ll never know

    by  • June 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    It wasn’t you, it was me. I’m sorry for hurting you and pushing you away. I’ll learn from this and I’ll become a better person. I love you and I wish I could have shown you that before. I don’t regret us, because I would never have known how happy I could be. Thank you

    Are You Proud Now?

    by  • June 14, 2012 • Anger • 0 Comments

    Dad, I don’t like calling you ‘dad’. It’s easier to refer to you on a first name basis, or just not at all. Father seems more appropriate, as it seems to create further distance between us. I just wanted to let you know that I’m still angry with you, so angry that sometimes I feel

    My only one

    by  • June 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 3 Comments

    How is it fair that after so long without speaking to you I still love you? No matter what I do, it is always you. I’ve thought about speaking to you a million times. I know that you are the only one I’ll ever love. I know I hurt you when I ended it, and