• Archive for June 12th, 2012

    Thank You

    by  • June 12, 2012 • To You • 0 Comments

    Thank you for convincing me I am nothing. Thank you for lying and causing me to doubt myself. Thank you for treating me like shit and drowning me in your bullshit. Thanks to you, I am learning who I truly am. I am nothing And you made me this way. Thank you Chris. Because of


    by  • June 12, 2012 • Regret • 0 Comments

    Chris, It just hit me today that you moved, You’re gone. Literally gone over a thousand miles. There is so much I should have said, All of those messages I should have answered… Yes, I have regrets. I wish I could take it back, Not all of it, but enough to hurt Like it does

    Thank God for Crushes :D

    by  • June 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Happy • 0 Comments

    Thank you for being hot, Mr celebrity-I-will-never-meet. Lots of people worry about sexuality. Some worry they might be gay. I worried I might be asexual. Despite being able to appreciate carnal pleasures, I feared I might never truly lust after someone and therefore never find love. I know there are people who are asexual, who

    It hurts too much

    by  • June 12, 2012 • To You • 0 Comments

    Being without you sucks. It hurts. Every. Single. Day. I miss you, but I just can’t forget, when I close my eyes, when it’s quiet. I replay everything thats gone down. I can still hear you yelling at me, speaking down to me, breaking my heart and I relive it all the time. I don’t

    Here’s your sign…

    by  • June 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 3 Comments

    I’ve been single, for almost two years. I’m waiting for you. And should we never happen, should fate be that cruel, then it would be all in vain, would it not? …but what if we have our chance? I wouldn’t give that up, for the world. So, I’ll keep doing my routine, until you finally