• Archive for June 12th, 2012

    Thank You

    by  • June 12, 2012 • To You • 0 Comments

    Thank you for convincing me I am nothing. Thank you for lying and causing me to doubt myself. Thank you for treating me like shit and drowning me in your bullshit. Thanks to you, I am learning who I truly am. I am nothing And you made me this way. Thank you Chris. Because of

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    Regret

    by  • June 12, 2012 • Regret • 0 Comments

    Chris, It just hit me today that you moved, You’re gone. Literally gone over a thousand miles. There is so much I should have said, All of those messages I should have answered… Yes, I have regrets. I wish I could take it back, Not all of it, but enough to hurt Like it does

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    Thank God for Crushes :D

    by  • June 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Happy • 0 Comments

    Thank you for being hot, Mr celebrity-I-will-never-meet. Lots of people worry about sexuality. Some worry they might be gay. I worried I might be asexual. Despite being able to appreciate carnal pleasures, I feared I might never truly lust after someone and therefore never find love. I know there are people who are asexual, who

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    It hurts too much

    by  • June 12, 2012 • To You • 0 Comments

    Being without you sucks. It hurts. Every. Single. Day. I miss you, but I just can’t forget, when I close my eyes, when it’s quiet. I replay everything thats gone down. I can still hear you yelling at me, speaking down to me, breaking my heart and I relive it all the time. I don’t

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    Climbing The Mountain

    by  • June 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 2 Comments

    I have been finding myself more and more depressed lately, I thought that I was getting better. Climbing, but only climbing to jump. There is nothing wrong with me though, I am a normal person, normal thoughts, I go about my day as a “normal” person would. I just have these moments where I find

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    It’s Who I Am

    by  • June 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Inspiration • 2 Comments

    It’s funny, how many people strongly disapprove or disrespect my major. I mean, my parents were not happy about it at all. When I went to my parents to say that I was going to major in musical theatre, they completely flipped out, and tried to convince me otherwise. They didn’t truly accept it until

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