• Archive for June 10th, 2012

    Fuck you, mainly.

    by  • June 10, 2012 • Eff Off - You - or Up • 0 Comments

    There are plenty of things I’ve wanted to say over the course of my short life, and, being extremely quiet and shy and and anxious and generally personable, I have refrained. But, here I’ll try and remember them all: 1. Dear mom, fuck you. No, I’m not a loser burnout, and me smoking pot isn’t

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    I hope you read this someday.

    by  • June 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 0 Comments

    Darling, There’s never a way of knowing what is going to happen. Or when/why/how it’s going to happen. Especially with you and me… in the entire 347 days we’ve known each other, we’ve always been a mystery, an unfinished story. And we still are. We probably will be for a while… some people scratch their

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    Feels like home

    by  • June 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 1 Comment

    I try to appear strong for all for everyone. That’s how I was raised. My family doesn’t do well with crying. In 19 years of living, I have only seen my parents cry once, and I have never seen my sister cry. I was always taught that it was a bad thing, and that crying

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    my brother

    by  • June 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Those Gone Before Us • 4 Comments

    You died today… i don’t have a big brother anymore… i didn’t write you back when you wrote me from prison… i hated you… i’m so sorry… i’m so so sorry.. weird stuff keeps happening so i know you’re here.. i was going to kill myself.. you know that right? I can’t anymore.. i can’t

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    by  • June 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    When things get tough I run. I ran from school over a year ago and never looked back. I ran home to my comfort zone. I cut off all contact with everyone from that place, though not many tried to stay in touch. I made it so I could be invisible. I could work and

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