• Archive for June 8th, 2012

    Wherever you are

    by  • June 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Hope • 1 Comment

    I feel like a lot of bad things have intersected my path of life lately. A lot of things I couldn’t control and a lot of things I brought upon myself. Regardless of how my heart became this weak, it is. And until recently I had nothing to look forward to, I had no real

    Inevitable

    by  • June 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Now we are exactly right back where we started. There are so many reasons what has happened so far, but one being that if I didn’t care then I wouldn’t worry about your reputation and what they would all say. You know as well as I do what they would say. Headline everywhere. But I

    What’s wrong with me?

    by  • June 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 6 Comments

    I’ve had a couple incidents in only 2 years. When I was 17, I was sexually assaulted by a complete stranger. I still remember his face, and his heavy breathing. I remember him ripping my shirt open, and shoving his hand up in between my legs. I remember he put his fingers inside of me.

    Useless thoughts in my head

    by  • June 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 2 Comments

    I’m beginning to become frightened that I will slip away is this dark void of depression. I’ve realized that I’d rather be alone to confront my thoughts, than to be with friends to put my mind else where. The constant smiling and making of spectacles could only last for so long until I had to