• Archive for June 7th, 2012

    Contemplating

    by  • June 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    It’s late again. I don’t sleep, because I can’t. Having night terrors have made me that way, and now I’ve been like this for 2 years now. I’m in my car right now, looking out at the night sky. I drove. I drove anywhere my car could take me, and I ended up in this

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    last summer

    by  • June 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I miss last summer and our 8 hour conversations. I miss talking well past midnight til 5 or 6 o clock in the morning. I remember that first night we talked and we watched the sunrise on the phone together. I remember me being in New Jersey sitting on the back porch talking to you

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    Over a Year.

    by  • June 7, 2012 • Thoughts • 1 Comment

    It’s amazing how you can make me feel like I’m in the clouds, but can still manage to make me want to slash at every inch of flesh on my body. With every wound, your words would heel, but would cut into me deeper the next round. Tears weren’t the only thing that was dripping.

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    Dear Innocence

    by  • June 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 0 Comments

    Dear Innocence, You’re an old friend now, and we’ve grown distant. You kept me safe and happy in the years past, and I thank you for that. However, you also made me oblivious, which is neither good nor bad, but in all honesty, I was simply oblivious with you. You were a dear friend of

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