What if they never let us out of here? It’s a big fucking waste of time trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do because I’m so weak, so hurt. You just sit back and follow the rules…. it disgusts me. You let them treat me like this. You comply and it breaks my heart just thinking about it. At this point I don’t even care what happens because I know that truly, I have no one. You said it yourself, you’re not sure if you love me. Your actions speak volumes. You don’t love me. You’re not capable of loving. You love yourself. I need you and you so selfishly can’t even give me a fucking reassuring look or anything. You’re a coward.