For the first time….
by admin • June 3, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 1 Comment
On and off I’ve been struggling with depression and laziness. I doesn’t help when I’m depressed at school. I’ve also been self diagnosised with an anxiety disorder. I always causes my grads to go up and down. I just finished my second semester of college and I think during it that semester I’ve been the most depressed. I checked my grades and when I saw how horrible I did I broke down. I’m scared last yr in high school I had a meltdown because of my grades this yr I’ve just proven how stupid I am. I’m 3.0 student but now…….. I’ve failed my mum the most. I want to do better I want to be independent but I’m afraid I’ll mess up more. I keep thinking I should tell her but I’m scared. I’m so scared. My dad… Oh god he’ll be furious. I mean he’ll lose it. And him yelling at me always makes me feel worthless. Maybe I should leave. Maybe I am a failure like my grades show I am.
Do not belittle your intelligence, A’s are not achieved through dwelling on a past you cannot change. You must look onwards and set small goals to look foward to, when you do well pat yourself on the back, when you fail you must redeem yourself. Remember this, your grades represent how much faith you have in your own capabilities, not how smart you are. So believe in yourself, get a tutor, spend a few hours in the day dedicated to learning. Anyone can get good grades if they have confidence and are studious.
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