It’s been four months and eleven days since you were last mine. I miss you just as much as when we first parted ways. They say that time heals all wounds, but it feels like no time has passed at all. I’m stuck in a twilight where time has stood still and everyday feels the same. Everyday is empty and lifeless without you.
I want to smile again and laugh until my stomach hurts. I want to sing in the shower and dance in my underwear. These things I love mean nothing without you. If my heart could break anymore, it would break knowing I’ll never hear your voice again or feel your body against mine.
I need light back in my life. I need you here with me. To share these moments and keep my secrets. To be my friend when no one else can. To hold at night and kiss all day. I need you more than I need air to breathe.
You’re the only one I want. I’ll live out the rest of my days, empty and lifeless because without you there is no life. I love you more than you’ll ever know. Come back my love, be with me. Don’t make me walk this Earth alone, because if I can’t be with you, I’ll walk alone forever.
Love you always