my moods are like wild fire, but at the end of the day i am always unhappy or angry by the end of the day and all i do is think until i want to cry. my thoughts lead to destruction. i am just always so angry and hostile and i get jealous so easily!
Read more →Before we date, there’s something you should know. I’m terrified of everything. Serial killers, tidal waves, trees falling on me, life, death, tomorrow, what’s in my food. But the thing that scares me most is you. I’ve been hurt before. I’ve jumped and found I have no parachute. I’m afraid that you aren’t there with
Read more →I don’t know you, but I like you. I look forward passing you by and your shy smiles at me. I always smile at you. It’s endearing when you come in in a cowboy hat. It’s different, and makes me wonder. We’ve made short comments to each other, but it’s getting to the point where
Read more →I have never been a particularly religious person. I grew up in a household that was not faithful. I was never baptized and the only time I have been to church was last Christmas Eve with my grandmother. I have never given you much thought honestly. I have never thought that you didn’t exist but
Read more →I love you and I want the best for you. You don’t seem to agree with me. It’s been a very long time since you were strong and healthy. Why? Do you not like to play fair when it comes to your twin? Cuz that’s the one who’s picking up your slack. Don’t even get
Read more →Dear you, I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. It’s been days and weeks since we’ve said a word to each other. And I miss you terribly. I have no idea how to ever fill this hole you made when you went away. There isn’t a single day that something doesn’t remind me of
Read more →I feel like I’m slipping into that damn rut again. I have a lot in my life which I should be thankful for and I am, really. But I can’t seem to feel happy. I mean for a while I was really good. But now I can feel it again. I wake up every hour,
Read more →2009 was an ugly year to say the least. 2009 until early 2011 was a shit show and i didn’t want to bring you into that. I knew early on that it was going to end ugly and it did. It has taken me since February 2009 to forgive myself for what I did and
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