• Archive for May 16th, 2012

    Depression’s a hell of a feeling.

    by  • May 16, 2012 • Depression • 1 Comment

    Dear world, I didn’t choose to be like this. I don’t want to sick alone all the time. I don’t enjoy feeling like I’m worthless. I feel like even though I’m trying so hard it’s not worth it. Someday the feeling of nothingness will take over and i will cave and it will all be

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    Because of reasons.

    by  • May 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    Hi. I’m thinking about you. And those days after you shattered my heart, when you cared about me too. I know you cared, because you went crazy. You went crazy every time I would send you a message. You would send me ten back. Angry ones, mean ones, happy ones, ones filled with hate and

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    A Mind Not My Own

    by  • May 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    I wonder, every once in a while, if your mind ever visits me. Do you just drop by to say hello? Do we walk around and catch up on the lost time? Is our meeting hostile? Awkward? Or so natural and perfect? Do we converse as we used to with the lame jokes that only

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    Li-ham The Lion.

    by  • May 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 0 Comments

    I’m so sorry. I would have liked to drag it on forever, if it wasn’t for my needs and interest. I never expressed them clearly to you, but I know we couldn’t have compromised. You work nights, I live days. You were insecure with distance, but, I needed time and thoughts to myself. I never

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    Sunlight’s Here

    by  • May 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 0 Comments

    Your words stung, in comparison to a hundred bumblebees. Your choices, took every alive part of me down a path of damage. My life, the remaining pieces, took a turn for the worst. In a way I thank you. Those nights of overwhelming emotions brought me into a place I’ve never been before. I am

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    Dear Mother

    by  • May 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    I have not seen you in months. A bit odd really considering you’re my mother. And still I know there’s a deadline. I’ll see you the latest on my graduation. That day should be one of the happiest in my life, I should not have to worry. I’ll finally be done with school, move on

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