lost myself
by admin • May 15, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Forgiveness • 3 Comments
Once upon a time I was an honest, happy, loving, generous, truthful and kind person. Somehwere down the line I became a monster who fed off lies, deceit, jealousy, arrogance, envy, greed and hate. I fell into a dark pit of despair without even realizing. I used and manipuated anything and anyone for my own selfish ways. I didn’t blink an eye to anybody I hurt. I always played the victim. I’m a con artist. I don’t know the true meaning of love. The guilt and regret of my conscience has finally caught up. It’s time to make amends. I’m forgiving myself and letting go of the past. Today is a new me that will only feed the good side. forgiveness is the fragrance that violets sheds on the heel that has crushed it.
This sounds like my ex. Except he’ll never change.
Nobody can ever change another
BUT
one can change themselves very well.
Nobody is perfect, some just more then others
BUT
that doesn’t mean that in their heart, they’re better people.
Forgiveness is a gift reflecting more on oneself then the one
this gift is given to.
Sounds a lot like my ex, too.