The hate I feel for you has become so great that it’s like feeling nothing. You claim to love us, to want to be a part of our lives, but what gives you the right? You abused the women you claimed to love you broke her arm as her children
Read more →Nobody knows, but everyone sees the affects the wind has on the trees. Like a spider-web insanity covering each bough — criss-crossing the expanse of my mind, leaving enough gaps to instigate hope, yet not enough to make passing through a reality. It’s a part of me, this man-to-be, still searching for identity. Searching, perhaps,
Read more →Once I heard a story about an old lady who fell in love. There was no one but him in her eyes. I did not fully understand her.They got married. There was no one but him in her eyes. They had kids. There was no one but him in her eyes. I did not fully
Read more →You will never see this thank god but what the fuck?! What damn right do you have to judge me right now. I didn’t want to eat a lot because my throat hurts so bad I can barely swallow water let alone eat something from that restaurant. How dare you say that in front of
Read more →It’s been almost two years, and you still terrify me. I still wake up from dreams of you choking me. I still hate myself -not as much as I did, but it’s there – for the few minutes I stopped fighting you. Since I escaped from you, though, my life’s gotten much better. I’m a
Read more →One part of me needs you. I’ve never used that word before in speaking of a man. Need. One part of me fears you. Needing is terrifying. One part of me knows that you aren’t interested in my gender. The last part of me insists in misinterpreting meanings and the existence of miracles. I can’t
Read more →Have you ever felt you belong with someone? Despite the current situation, age, etc. My question is.. is this a feeling that is correct? Is it a sign from a force beyond our understanding? Or is it despair? Is it a feeling that should be ignored because it’s a fake hope our subconscious built?
Read more →Well. Only a little bit more school left, and then my junior year is over. I don’t know what exactly happened, but this year has been so terrible. I was sick for so long. He started drinking and smoking (which breaks my heart). School is hard. I’ve been so stressed. And then there are the
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