• Archive for May 8th, 2012

    Hating Life Without You

    by  • May 8, 2012 • Heartbreak • 2 Comments

    I thought I was doing better, until I saw you today. Now I’m in pain again. I feel pathetic. I hardly ever cry, but I have been crying over you. It’s hard to respect what you want when it is the exact opposite of what I want. You say we can be friends, but it

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    Awfully Perfect

    by  • May 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 1 Comment

    I hate the way you treated me. In our first big fight, you made me hate myself. You called me names a boy should never call a girl. You made me feel worthless and unloveable. But you didn’t give me the privilege of hearing it from your voice. You only sent me texts filled with

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    Dirty little secret

    by  • May 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    I did something really silly a couple of weeks ago, I slept with my best friend’s ex. Until that point I had never really been attracted to him, I just saw him as my mate’s boyfriend and someone who was really cool to talk to. Since then we’ve been texting non stop, literally over 1000

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    Guilt

    by  • May 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    I feel so horrible right now, like there’s tar bubbling in my stomach. After five years I’ve finally realised the consequences of my decision, and I feel like the worst grandchild, niece, and cousin alive. Five years without my father has actually been five years that I barely saw any of my family on that

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