I said, “no, it’s okay” but you knew damn well that it wasn’t. You knew I didn’t want to, but I didn’t know what to do. You took complete advantage of me. So, I’m not sorry. What you did was wrong. It destroyed me and my life. I don’t think you know what kind of rumors people created. “I got caught having sex and claimed rape.” It’s disgusting that someone would even say that.
You knew from the first time you talked to me that I was not interested. I told you I had a boyfriend. I told you I had my period. I tried everything to convince you not to touch me. I’m a nice person. I was raised to be nice to everyone. Unfortunately for me, I became too nice.. I was unable to say no to anyone in fear that I would hurt their feelings. But I tried to be strong with you. I tried to make you leave me alone. But you knew that you could make me do anything you wanted.
I’m not sorry. I wish you had received a longer jail sentence. My little sister is getting older. I fear for her safety and innocence, since mine was taken from me so brutally. I wanted to protect her from everything, but now you’re out on the loose. I hate you. I hate everything you did. I wish you were gone forever, in my mind and in reality.