Immaturity at its Best
by admin • May 3, 2012 • Frustration • 1 Comment
My Dears,
Let me please express my concern on the matter of immaturity, as it directly relates to you.
I can’t believe that I sit and listen to your crap about your fucking loser boyfriend and all of your neuroticisms. I stay up with you when you need to talk and vent about ridiculous things because I like to be there for you. I like you to know that you can trust me, and then we laugh at the funniest things. Then that same friend that you bitched and bitched about; this is the person that you want to spend time with? You blatantly lied about what you were doing just to hang out with her and that “Fucking loser guy” that keeps flirting with her. Well let’s open up your eyes. Because HE FLIRTS WITH ME TOO! Ass hole… Yes he’s a goofy dumb freshman boy. That’s what he does, but you want the attention too, so that’s why you are up Tamie’s Ass Hole. She is NOT hot and I really don’t know what your deal is. You literally hated her. It is probably because you were jealous of her. I never got the Bitch vibe from her, like you claimed you did. And the funniest thing of all, is I could care less who you hang out with but you make it into a situation when you try to keep it a SECRET! There is no reason for that, and that is what annoys me, and you always tell me that you have some secret of Tamie’s that I cannot know.(I do NOT want to KNOW!!!) I don’t give a rat’s ass what her secret is! The other funny thing is that you are nosey as FUCK! You always ask me things about what IM doing! (Does that seem a little contradictory?)
You hate people who you are jealous of. You talk about others to make yourself feel better. It’s true, weather you do it subconsciously or not. It is really a shame that you do that…You are a perfect case of someone who pretends to have a high self confidence. You have none. Maybe you should find another way of connecting with your boyfriend than insulting each other. No matter what you say, that is not LOVE! Do you really wonder why you are fighting every other day? (And no. I dont want him here in MY room for three nights.) I hope you break up with him. I feel as though he will break up with you before you do it to him, partly because you want someone to complain about. Whatever attention it is, as long as it’s attention and WOW you have a lot to learn!
And everyone else for that matter, everyone wonders why I am annoyed. I think that you guys need to take a look in the mirror and follow the things that you tell others. You are always ready to jump down someone’s throat. Because then I turn around, and there you are, saying something stupid. I wonder why you are incapable of being a real human being. You accuse others of so much yet you exhibit the same behavior that you frown against, and you only do it to take negative attention off of yourself. Believe me, if I did things like this, I would not have something to complain about. I know that.
Gosh I hate when friends act immature and then become offended when you tell them something about themselves. It’s just stupid, and I hope you all grow up soon :/
That’s all folks.

It took me so many years to realize what you’re saying. Hold on to it. At 23 it’s still an issue. Constant battle against naivety and ignorance, girl. Constant battle.