This injury has given me nothing but time to work on me. 5 months of serious soul searching and I have learned a hell of a lot. I have given your things back after you said you had no more hope and would never trust me. I don’t care about your things, I have just wanted you and for you to see me as who I am and not what I was. I have screwed up time and time again but I also had no idea why until I left in November. We had a love that was larger than life and I’m so sad it’s gone.
In C’s world without K, C physically and mentally gets stronger. C listens to her heart more and trusts it will lead her in the right direction. C takes risks and commits to a better life fully. C knows and understands who C is and what C wants.
But without K, A piece of C is missing. C will start dating again knowing it’s just to pass the time because K has C’s heart. C will continue to wake up in the middle of the night believing it’s just all a nightmare.
C without K makes no sense. C wants K to trust, hope, and believe that C and K do belong together.