• Archive for April 25th, 2012

    To L. O. Cardona

    by  • April 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    Dear L.O Cardona, I wonder if you could look back and realize how much I cared for you. And if you’d still do it the same way all over again. There was nothing you did better than hurt people. I suppose that should have been my warning. After months of struggling with the idea of

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    I’m scared.

    by  • April 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I know I push you away. I know I don’t respond to half your texts. And I know you think I’m ridiculous for that. Especially because we’ll be going to school together in a few months, and I have no reason to worry anymore. But to be honest with you. I’m scared. I don’t like

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    I forgive you

    by  • April 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Forgiveness • 0 Comments

    Dear G, I hear victims have an emotional attatchement to those who have abused them. I guess you could say I do too. It has been five years since I’ve seen you. Five years of recovery. Four of them denying it happened at all. I’m proud to say I’ve come a long way. But I

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    Far distance watching

    by  • April 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I told you how i felt and you just stayed the same. Nothing changed, nothing about us changed you just smiled like it was nothing. I know you are married but the thought and fear that went through me was horrible. I wanted to see your face to see you laugh to see you smile..

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    To Peter Pan

    by  • April 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Dating • 0 Comments

    Dearest Peter Pan You’re still just a boy. You never want to grow up, but you so badly try and act like a man. Most days you confuse me. You have told me a million and one times how much you love me — and that is never to be disputed. I know you do

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    Gosh Darn It

    by  • April 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    First off, I’m sorry. Sorry that I never picked up on the hints. Sorry that I kept going on and on about the other guy. Sorry that I never saw you as more than a friend. And when I finally realized that I had feelings for you, it was when you started going out with

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