The last couple days I have been wondering why I go to bed with a smile of my face and then wake up the next day so sad and I finally figured it out, no matter how much I hope you are going to want to see me it’s just not going to happen is
Read more →you have no idea how often i think about you. everyday i go over every detail. trying to decide if we should get back together. and every time for some reason, i never really know why, i decide it’s better that we don’t. i was in love with you. that was it for me, i
Read more →You had me. From the moment you grabbed my hand, You had me. You held all of my secrets, insecurities, doubts, regrets, all of my baggage, and you accepted it. You told me I was special. You would recite song lyrics to me, ones that only you and I would know. You could tell from
Read more →Dear Samuel, Do you know the light that shines off of your dark skin, the emotion that resides in your dark eyes, and the happiness that exudes from your chipped tooth smile. It’s funny how all of your imperfections draw me right towards you. The light of God that you shine on this Earth is
Read more →To the best man I’ve ever known, You have been the greatest light in my life. You came into my life when we were both at our absolute lowest and as we’ve grown closer and our love has gotten stronger, I’ve come to realize that true love does exist. In our short time together we’ve
Read more →SD, I am waiting. Waiting for you to make that move that I’m thinking might not happen. Waiting until the last possible moment that I’ll see you for a whole summer. You are taking things slow, which is frickin fabulous because we wanna learn about each other. But it’s also terrifying, because I’m afraid that
Read more →Ryan… Every day since the day we met, secretly i hoped something would happen between us. I mean come on, we started flirting right off the bat. and we clicked. we still do. That’s why every time we hang out i give in and even though i keep saying “this time i’m going to ask
Read more →I lay awake a night. Often in a cold sweat. I don’t get much sleep. My music calms these… Demons. I suppose that’s a good word for them. Unimaginable to everyone’s mind but my own. They come, in my sleep. They break into my head, and kill the memories of those I love. It’s a
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