• Archive for April 20th, 2012

    Love without permission.

    by  • April 20, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    To Be with Love, Suppose that I was naïve and that believing you gave me more love than I lost. Suppose that you meant what you said, even though you left. It wasn’t long, eight years of hope, three months of realisation, four months of mourning. I know that my allotted time was limited, for

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    To you, my father

    by  • April 20, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Betrayal • 0 Comments

    I have struggled for almost 19 long years without you. Exactly 19 years in 4 days. I cannot have normal healthy relationships because I am constantly terrified anyone can leave me with ease. Just like you. How can I possibly believe that if one of the only people who never should have left me did,

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    Have You Been the One?

    by  • April 20, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 1 Comment

    You’ve come into my life two separate times, spaced years apart. Both times, I have been in a situation where I was with someone and having issues. Are you the person in my life who has been there just to show me what I might need in a relationship that I’m not getting? Are you

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    Dear Bulimia

    by  • April 20, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 1 Comment

    Dear Bulimia, You’re my most hated friend, my lonely days & nights, the center of my lies and my best kept secret. You’ve been a source of control for me over the last two years. I had lost all the good in my life and you made me see only negative. You made me lose

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