I didn’t know at the time, because I didn’t know it was humanly possible for me. Loving someone, that is. I’ve never told anyone I’ve loved them, nor has anyone ever told me that they loved me. It’s not that I never believed in love it’s just that I didn’t know what it felt like. You’ve hurt me before. A lot. But that was last year when things were crazy and we were both so confused and going through our own things. Then I put my heart on the line, and yet, you chose her. That- hurt even more. I watched you and her be together happily in love for 7 months while I acted like your friend. But last night, when you told me you loved me, and not her… I didn’t feel In love; I felt heartbroken. It’s terrible that having my heart break, was what it took to realize I was in love, but I guess everyone has to go through their first heart break. How dare you leave me so confused. How dare you pretend like nothing ever happened and flaunt your relationship in front of me today at school after everything you told me last night.