I’m so scared right now. I’m not sure what I’m doing; I feel like I’m living directionless without purpose. Why do I feel like I’m at the bottom, back to square one, nowhere to go? Do I have depression? Or just anxiety and stress? I don’t know anymore. I’m working, and working, but there doesn’t seem to be a goal. Where am I going?
I just want to stop. Please, just have it stop.
I don’t want to isolate myself, but some days it feels like I have nothing. I feel like my friends have left me. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I can’t be loved.