• Ugh. Why are you so nice?

    by  • March 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    G.
    You made me believe you really cared about me. We texted nonstop for the longest time. You offered to drive almost an hour to come give me a hug when I was upset and crying. I really liked you.
    Then, when we finally saw eachother, I thought we had a good thing going on. We hung out a few times, and then you just kind of stopped talking to me..
    A few months ago we started talking again. You apologized for just kind of abandoning me. And it seemed sincere. You told me you’re sober. I was really proud of you, still am. You’re in a band now. You had a girlfriend when we started talking again so I was fine. There were still residual feelings but I pushed them away.
    When I went to your first show with your new band, your girlfriend glared at me whenever I saw her. I don’t know why. I barely Even talked to you. But whatever.
    Then you two broke up. And my feelings sorta resurfaced. I miss you. A lot. I want a repeat of last summer. It’s almost been a year since we had our thing.
    It was easy for me to pretend to be over you when you were ignoring me. Right after I figured out you gave me mono, ha. But you’re so nice, so sweet. I can’t hate you now. And I miss you so much.
    Good luck at your show next week.. It’ll be fun. /:

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