Why is it that even though you took everything I had and everything I loved from me…I still find myself hoping you are okay and hoping your life is good? Why is it that when I cry because of all of the hurt I have inside my body-the thought of you hurting makes me want to run and help you? How am I supposed to just move on and “let go” like everyone says? You became a part of who I was and I share children with you. The two most special and important things I will ever have on this earth you helped me to get. How am I supposed to “let go” and not care about you when all I see is you when I look at my daughters? When I am so proud of who they are and what they have become knowing that they are a part of you? How can I love somebody else ever that same way again? Why am I being punished? Why do I have to face you all the time while I am screaming inside-WHY DID YOU DO THIS?