Hahaha It’s funny how I can laugh at all of this. All the irony, the contradictions, the back and forth, the sentiment and coincidences, and the sheer nonsense of it all! Behind masks we create for ourselves, fooling some while plain to others. When we make one statement only to retrace those lines with different words. Have you ever tried to read a line where two different sentences are overlapping each other? It becomes a nonsensical mess!! hahahaha yet the emotions never fail to make an appearance, seeping out from behind the façade. But even those are subject to ambiguity and interpretation, often straying from the intentions of the one to whom they belong.
I know I really shouldn’t be laughing, nor be in such a good mood given the circumstances. But upon further reflection, looking back at all that has happened and even the little things that fill in the cracks, how can I help it? Even in the darkest of nights, there is always at least a few specks of light to help lighten the heart. I really don’t know what’s going to happen, either for myself or for others, but it really is silly to burden ones self with truly trivial matters, particularly when your future is in the hands of Someone else.