• Archive for March 29th, 2012

    these boys

    by  • March 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    It’s a vicious circle isn’t it? I really thought I’d be married by now. But I’m not and that’s ok. It’s like the more I try to better myself the deeper I get into this “trap.” In my fantasy world I see the sky as the limit and have no fear of losing anything and

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    Million Little Pieces

    by  • March 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Do you remember the sweet, little girl you called yours… well she’s not here anymore…she’s in a million pieces you know…hiding where no one knows…will she come back? you ask… Well I don’t know.To you, oh no.You see, you were the one who broke her not me…you flirted, laugh, and asked her… and you loved

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    Not Sure How To Feel

    by  • March 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 8 Comments

    I gave this a lot of thought and I don’t think I ever really loved you. I guess I should be happy but it just distorts the memories of our time together. All those times I said I love you. All those times we pictured our future together. It wasn’t really real was it. Those

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    Why Is It…

    by  • March 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    Why is it that even though you took everything I had and everything I loved from me…I still find myself hoping you are okay and hoping your life is good? Why is it that when I cry because of all of the hurt I have inside my body-the thought of you hurting makes me want

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    Love Sick

    by  • March 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Clay, I know you’ll never see this but I really don’t know what to do anymore. Why can’t I forget you? God knows how hard I’ve tried. I think about you all the time. You hurt me more than anyone ever has in my 21 years of existence yet I still love you with everything

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    To my bassist

    by  • March 29, 2012 • Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    Dear Troy, I’m never going to send this to you or tell you this, mostly because I am scared of you knowing all this. Partly because I am scared of your reaction. Wish I had the courage to though… The fact that I didn’t get to see you before you left, talk to you, hug

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