• I Read About a Suicide.

    by  • March 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 4 Comments

    And now I’m thinking about mine.
    And how badly I want it.
    It had been a few days, since the thought crossed my mind.

    Why am I like this?
    I know exactly how I want to do it.

    I want my music. I’ll be listening to Avenged Sevenfold. Unholy Confessions.
    I want to have a bottle. I want to be a little drunk, just so I’m giggly.
    I want for it to be night time, by myself.
    I want to walk along some dark, desolate tracks until I meet a train.

    The thought is calming.

    How did I get here?

    4 Responses to I Read About a Suicide.

    1. tina
      March 28, 2012 at 6:01 pm

      I struggle with my best friend thinking about suicide every day. I can’t stand the thought of him being gone. So I felt the need to say..don’t do it. You are a beautiful soul that cannot be replaced. Do not forget that.

    2. S
      March 29, 2012 at 1:05 am

      What happens when you don’t die. Because you won’t. Your body has fully release itself from life. We are made to grasp onto life. I’m struggling right now too. But I won’t give in. Because it hurts to die. It is painful to feel your body trying to let go. Remember that.

    3. Anonymous Girl J
      March 29, 2012 at 8:02 pm

      I understand. Life is so hard sometimes. But there is so much good in life that you will miss if you go. That may be hard to believe at this moment, but it is true. Give life a chance. A true chance. Please, don’t do it.

    4. Melody
      April 16, 2012 at 7:54 pm

      I almost committed suicide once, and after i was placed in a teen psyc ward. It didnt help me at all, until one day i came across a video where a woman committed suicide and ended up in hell. I figure if god could die for me, i can life for him

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