• Easy!

    by  • March 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    You ask me, what it is in life, that I really want.

    Easy, it’s you.

    Besides that? I really don’t know and am happy with little things. I have no problem finding happiness and everything I do and all around me.
    I have lived my ups and downs, had my days of glory, know who and what I am. I don’t need a big career, no fame nor fortune, to make me feel good.
    I really don’t need any of this anymore.
    I just want easy for a change.
    I just want to be loved and be able to love, freely.
    Everything else would fall into place all by itself.

    I love you, you are what I want because you make me feel good, make me feel easy.
    You are just about all I need to be happy. You, through all our differences, complete me. You are the only one I ever really felt at home with.

    Focus, so easy for material, career goals.
    Easy, if nothing else matters more then the goal.

    What if no matter how hard I try, there is always something more important then the money goal?

    Silly me, balance.
    Balance is what I am aiming for since I lost control.
    Yes, I’m getting there again.

    BUT..

    If you really want to know what I want most from life?
    It’s you, for simply being you.

    Easy
    ..but only if you’d see the truth in me and love me just for me.

    I wonder if you do and if so, if you’ll ever be strong enough to admit it and embrace what’s already yours?

    One Response to Easy!

    1. bah
      March 28, 2012 at 10:05 pm

      I wish this was you and if it was, I’ll admit. You’re the only man I’ve ever wanted…In my entire life, out of all the hundreds of men I’ve known and met. You’re the only one I’d chose. I love you for you. I have been for a while now, and I will always and forever, regardless of your response.

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