• Alcoholic Therapy

    by  • March 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Betrayal • 1 Comment

    Dear I,

    I can’t stop thinking about you and the only thing that makes these feelings, this hurt, go away is alcohol.

    Dear Mom,

    The rape nightmares are back. I’m not okay. I’m not going to therapy because I don’t want you to know that I’m not okay.

    Dear Dad,

    He raped me and beat me. I didn’t fall down the stairs. I’m sorry that everyone knows but you. I still can’t believe he shook your hand after that.

    Dear T,

    I can’t marry you. I can’t marry anyone.

    Dear V,

    Please forgive me. I should have been a better role model, even through it all.

    One Response to Alcoholic Therapy

    1. Misty
      March 28, 2012 at 10:16 pm

      (((((((hugs))))))) Your letter was so sad. I have friends that have gone through the same thing, with rape and drinking. I cant stress this enough, that it can get better! You are a STRONG, smart, kind, beautiful and worthy person. You are capable of many things such as receiving and giving love and making it through this difficult crazy time in your life. YOU can do it. YOU can make it. YOU are a fighter. YOU ARE NOT a quiter. That animal may have took your innocense but you dont have to let that animal take your fight from you.

      Think positive thoughts, beautiful thoughts!

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