It hasn’t even been one year Jess. For a while my heart hurt so bad and I would cry every day. I have gotten better though. I have bad days every once in a while but the distances in between those days slowly lengthens. I feel guilty for that though, as much as it hurt
Read more →He tells me my smile is his favorite smile. He tells me that my laugh instantly makes him happy. He’ll randomly say “i love you” when I do something funny or unexpected. He tells our friends he is going to marry me. He makes me feel beautiful. I hate it. He has never seriously asked
Read more →Nearly everything you ever said about me, dating back to nearly fifteen months, I see the truth in now. All the names, all the accusations and the verbal slaps to the face have credence as I look back on it all. I remember everything from that afternoon 452 days ago, and as I look at
Read more →Hey, friend. We’ve been drifting apart lately, and I know you’ve noticed it. It’s not just in your head – I really am avoiding you on purpose. And when I am around you, I try to always be in a group rather than one on one. The reason for this is going to sound silly
Read more →To You I recently found out my ex-narcissistic drama king friend has been hacking my facebook. Thank you for reading my facebook almost everyday and read my PM, I have blocked you since we broke up, but you hacked it. You should be ashamed of yourself. At first, I had accepted it unpleasant without complaining,
Read more →You once told me that no matter how long it would take, or where I went, or who I became–you would find me. You told me that I belong to you, as if I’m just an object… I will not harm those around me by telling them about you. I tell myself that it will
Read more →Dear K I was the new girl this year. I saw you in the hallway and thought, “maybe one day he’ll talk to me.” Well we did more than talk, you became my best friend. I had never been so instantly attached to someone before but something about you drew me in. I knew you
Read more →Dear You, On Sunday I wanted to go hang out with one of our friends. I convinced her to invite you too. I knew she’d go for it, but that’s because she likes you too. I really just wanted to spend that time with you even though I knew I’d be incredibly sad later. At
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