It’s been almost a full year since we broke up..
It was a stupid argument that I don’t even remember anymore. But I know that whatever happened…. we haven’t spoken since.
You kept the $5k engagement ring that I had custom made for you and you stopped talking to me.
I miss you like crazy! But I don’t have the guts to call you for fear you will think that I am weak. That I gave in and called you first.
I tried all that I could to give you everything… even if it meant putting you first above me.
All those nights spent by your side while you were in the hospital… I was there until they had to practically throw me out.
But now you act as if I never existed or ever was.
The boy who gave you everything you ever wanted and was planning on spending the rest of his life with you.
I hope that you hurt too but I wouldn’t be surprised if you didnt. Because it seems to me that you were only interested in what I could give you and you had gotten everything that you needed and you were done with me.
I hate that I can’t talk to you anymore and I hate that I hate you… because I love you still.
You won’t read this I’m positive…. but if you do…. you can always call.
From the guy who looks like “That one guy from the notebook”