• Just Maybe

    by  • March 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 2 Comments

    It’s been almost a full year since we broke up..

    It was a stupid argument that I don’t even remember anymore. But I know that whatever happened…. we haven’t spoken since.

    You kept the $5k engagement ring that I had custom made for you and you stopped talking to me.

    I miss you like crazy! But I don’t have the guts to call you for fear you will think that I am weak. That I gave in and called you first.

    I tried all that I could to give you everything… even if it meant putting you first above me.

    All those nights spent by your side while you were in the hospital… I was there until they had to practically throw me out.

    But now you act as if I never existed or ever was.

    The boy who gave you everything you ever wanted and was planning on spending the rest of his life with you.

    I hope that you hurt too but I wouldn’t be surprised if you didnt. Because it seems to me that you were only interested in what I could give you and you had gotten everything that you needed and you were done with me.

    I hate that I can’t talk to you anymore and I hate that I hate you… because I love you still.

    You won’t read this I’m positive…. but if you do…. you can always call.

    From the guy who looks like “That one guy from the notebook”

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    2 Responses to Just Maybe

    1. Janell
      March 27, 2012 at 4:42 am

      Call her first, it would mean the world to her


    2. hiliary
      March 30, 2012 at 10:31 pm

      Yeah call. Put aside your pride or be miserable…your choice



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