• I’m tired.

    by  • March 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment

    I’m tired of putting all of my energy into relationships and not getting anything in return. I’m tired of being on the verge of tears all the time. I’m tired of wanting him so bad but not being wanted back. I’m tired of being the sweet little girl everyone takes advantage of. I’m tired of doing favors for friends when they won’t even save me a seat in class. I’m tired of being forgotten. I’m tired of being last. I’m tired of convincing myself I’m happy when I’m dying inside. I’m tired of being put last when others are on the top of my list. I’m tired of being ignored. I’m tired of saying yes when I want to say no. I’m tired of holding back. I’m tired of being stuck here not knowing what to do. I’m tired of his ex girlfriend being everywhere I turn. I’m tired of feeling the need to complain about her to him. I feel like everyone is slowly drifting away and I’m stuck here, exhausted, not wanting to chase them… Because they wouldn’t chase me.

    One Response to I’m tired.

    1. Emily
      April 26, 2012 at 8:41 pm

      Amen girl, amen. I’m tired too..
      You’re not alone out there

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