I’ve thrown up every time after eating for four and a half years.
I’m killing myself slowly and it scares the hell out of me. I can’t stop it. I always told myself I would never fall to the whims of an addiction; that food and purging could never control such a strong presence as myself. Well, it has; for four and a half years.
I can’t stop it until it stops me.
Don’t go down this road, you will be sucked in faster than you can back out.
I am not stronger than the addiction.