• Archive for March 26th, 2012

    Forgetting

    by  • March 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Disappointment • 2 Comments

    I give up. I give up. I give up. You’re all the same. I thought the “nice guys” were supposed to be the safer choice, the better choice. I thought that you “nice guys” were supposed to be the ones who “finished last” or whatever. So why have all the “nice guys” that I’ve dated

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    Just Maybe

    by  • March 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 2 Comments

    It’s been almost a full year since we broke up.. It was a stupid argument that I don’t even remember anymore. But I know that whatever happened…. we haven’t spoken since. You kept the $5k engagement ring that I had custom made for you and you stopped talking to me. I miss you like crazy!

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    i

    by  • March 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    last week my best friend of 15 years got her first boyfriend. i’ve never had a boyfriend. i’m one of those girls who nobody wants, my best friend would always say this about herself and i would tell her over and over that she is beautiful and i would hold her and say there is

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    Summer ’09

    by  • March 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 0 Comments

    Andrew, We owned that summer. We owned those nights that we sat up talking about everything and nothing. My heart will always skip a beat when I think back to that night you looked at me in the moonlight and said, “My God, you are so beautiful.” Sometimes I think that if I had known

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    drowning

    by  • March 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    I’ve never felt so sick, not even when I was hooked up to the IV at the hospital. I write here because I have no one else. I think about killing myself often, more often than not. My sense of obligation in most things is the only thing keeping me. I want to go home

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