• I’m sorry….AGAIN

    by  • March 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Dear the love of my life….

    I’m sorry again…. I’m sorry I cheated on you again… The first time I did it was out of pure lust and I just made a mistake… But this time it’s different…
    Ever since that night i caught you flirting with other girls again and that same night when you told me you don’t love me anymore, you were tired of me, and you wanted to be with other girls… Ever since that night I haven’t felt the same about you or about us…
    Even though I begged for u back that night and you eventually agreed to take me back and you told me you didn’t mean what you said and you said you still loved me…. Everything changed that night… You broke me I don’t think even you can fix me… I dont deserve what you did to me…
    I don’t deserve you telling me things you didn’t mean like you didn’t love me because I loved you with all that I had I gave up so much for you… You were my everything… But then you broke me…
    You know what else I didn’t deserve? You hitting me… You hurting me you told me you would never hit me but you did…. I didnt deserve that… You let ur anger get to u!

    So for those reasons I am trying soo hard too move on but I obviously haven’t been able to let go of you yet…. Because were still together, we act like nothing happened but the truth Is im still hurt I’m still broken inside… But i can’t let you go yet… I loved you too much and i still love you! <3 I still want you in my life… Because i truly believed your my soulmate and the perfect guy for me and ur the love of my life… But the truth is i found someone else…. He's different. I don't know if I'll ever feel the way i feel for you for him… But for now he's what makes me happy… I don’t think I'll ever have the heart to tell u about him… I don’t know if I'll ever be able to let go of you and of what we had… I know what I'm doing, seeing someone else behind ur back, is horrible and really sad but I can't help it… I’m so broken inside I don't know what to do anymore… Maybe you really do still love me…. Or maybe your seeing someone else behind my back too… I guess I'll never know the truth and I hope you will never find out the truth either….
    All I know is no matter what happens with us… A part of me will always love you and I'll never forget you…. <3

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