The absolute worst thing you could have ever done was send me a message on Plenty of Fish. Who would have known that from a stupid dating site, I would actually come to have feelings for the random guy who decided to message me one day? Out of all the guys on there, and it had to be you. This is killing me to care so much because you don’t at all. You had your heart ripped out by someone else, and I’m just a fill-in to help your heart mend. But to me, you’re everything. In such a short time, I’m embarrassed to say that I’m falling quite fast and there’s nothing I can do about it although I so desperately wish I could. I told myself I wouldn’t let it get to this point, but it’s inevitable, and I genuinely hate myself for it. The worst feeling in the world is when the person you want doesn’t want you back. I feel alone and dead inside because there’s nothing I want more than to be with you. Yes, I lied when I said I didn’t want to be in a relationship with you.