• It’s so hard without you

    by  • March 24, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 3 Comments

    dear you,

    I’ve thought about you since the day you left. The day you walked out because you “weren’t happy.” Even nine months later I’m still shedding tears for you, but you probably don’t even think about me. I don’t understand how it was so easy for you. So easy for you to break my heart. So easy for you to walk away. So easy for you to find someone else.

    Even though you’re taken, every time I hear your name my heart jumps. Every time I see your face the feelings all come rushing back. Every time I see you with her my heart breaks even more.

    Will the pain ever end? Will I ever be completely happy without you? You were my first everything and most of all you were my first love. All I want is to have you back. To reverse the time and go back to when we were together, when everything was better.

    I don’t want to live without you

    3 Responses to It’s so hard without you

    1. Michelle
      March 24, 2012 at 5:37 pm

      Hey I’m sorry about what ur going through….but I want u to know that the pain does end I know u lost ur first love… But u have to open ur heart and you WILL find love again… I know this because it happened to me 🙂

    2. collin
      April 7, 2012 at 12:45 am

      I’m sorry you’re in so much pain. But like Michelle said, it DOES end. you just have to get through the days until it finally does. Just have faith. It doesn’t have to be in God, just that in the fact that one day, the pain will be gone.

    3. Ondrea
      April 7, 2012 at 1:03 am

      Sweets, I know what your going through I really do, I fell MADLY in love with someone and gave up literally everything for him. We went through hell and back to be with each other and I know he cared for me as much as I cared for him, but things got to overwhelming for him and he broke up with me. Its been 6 months since the night he walked out and I still shed tears every night, his memory haunts my dreams and every move. Every time I see him its like two strangers in a crowd. I hurts knowing Ive been swept away like I never existed. I love him to much to let go..I don’t know how to move on. So your not alone in this my love.

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