Hey. It’s me again. Sorry I haven’t talked in a while. I’ve been busy and life has been pretty hectic. I still think about you, though. Hah, nothing could make me forget you. I wish you could hear me. I wish you could have heard me that night.
Would you have stayed? If you saw what that did to me? Would you have stopped if you heard that I loved you? Would you have put the gun down?
So many questions for you now that can never be answered.
I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have acted that way. I could have stopped you. I could have saved your life…if I had known. But I didn’t. I didn’t care. I didn’t think much of it. I just thought it would all blow over and we would live happily ever after. Did you know that I had this image of us ice skating. You would have been perfect. I would have fallen once or twice, but both times, you would have picked me up. I would hold your hand. And we would have been happy.
It’s a sad thought now, knowing that it can never be.
I could have stopped you. I could have saved your life. I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry…