I miss you. I miss our good times. I never meant to hurt you. I thought I was taking care of myself. What you’ll ever know is that I was hurting myself because you were hurting and overwhelming me. I want you back but i can’t be pushed to the side while you run away with your boyfriend. You promised bestfriends came before boyfriend. You never broke a promise but I hate myself for believing you. What was I thinking? Now all it does is kill me. Slowly and painfully. You didn’t care when I lost my grandfather. He was my hero and you knew that bu you didn’t care. You laughed when I walked into school crying my eyes out. I was there for you for everything and you were never there for me. I was so stupid. What was I thinking?