• how important are rules when it’s our last night.

    by  • March 22, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    you asked me that. i was too scared to see how right you were.

    we owe ourselves one classic night.

    i mean vaping, playing mario kart, talking about nothing, watching a movie, making out, getting drunk as hell all snuggled up on the couch, teasing… then mind blowing sex. waking up, hating ourselves, vaping some more, go for a run, shower, hold each other for one long, soft, real kiss.

    then saying goodbye.

    cuz that goodbye doesn’t feel like it counted. i didn’t feel anything.
    i should have felt something.

    now i feel empty and i demand another chance to feel everything.

    next time i’m home.
    that’s the deal.

    neither of us have a choice.

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