• Archive for March 22nd, 2012

    Which Path to Follow?

    by  • March 22, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 4 Comments

    I should be awake thinking about him, but instead I’m thinking of you. I feel guilty about that. He is my husband. He’s in my life. I should be worried about him. I should be thinking about tomorrow with him, not tomorrow with you. Today, I felt so selfish. I had such conflicting feelings. I

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    I wish…

    by  • March 22, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    I wish I had known your past when I met you. I’ve been wondering what happened. We met at the end of the summer and dated for several weeks. And then one day you told me not to fall in love with you. You told me you were trying to protect me. And I’ve wondered

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    What Hypocrites!

    by  • March 22, 2012 • Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    Apparently i can’t seem to do anything right anymore. Everything i do is wrong. I’m a horrible child, right dad? right laurie? i’m a burden. i don’t help around the house. i leave all the lights on. i don’t clean my dishes. i’m a bad teenager. i’m a horrible driver. i’m a “selfish bitch”. and

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    Lonely Hearts Club

    by  • March 22, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 5 Comments

    Anybody out there, I’m sending this letter out into the world, into the tangled web of anonymity with the hopes that someone sees it and that someone cares. Now before you start worrying about me, don’t. Because that isn’t my intention; to worry people. I just want someplace where I can lay out my feelings

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